♥ LadyYeeyee.

Boo-Yah.

2012-03-05T03:13:00.002-08:00

starting my college life like REAL SOON.
good/ bad?
I'm looking for room to rent or hostel around Disted college/ pulau tikus.
please contact me for more information. heartsbabe@gmail.com
Thanks.

Keep it warm.

2012-02-24T14:35:00.002-08:00

I'm still on the line always and ilove-myway.blogspot.com is still alive but i'm just don't know what to blog about. I've been reading people's blog from day to day, left to right, up and down. After reading their blog, i don't feel like update my blog anymore. Because my blogging way is sucks. :'(

i blog lesser compare to last year i guess, even though i have more time now but i just don't blog.

Seriously i need to start taking my camera out again. and start taking pix of anything and everything.

another thing need to improve is my blogging skill. any courses ah? laugh out loud

THIS IS A MUST FOR THIS YEAR.

I can't blog without pix, haha. So this is all about my chor 2.

Chinese new year must wear ang ang right? haha. so i wear ~~REDRED~~ on the second day of chinese new year. Guess how much is the dress cost me? haha. It's only MYR25. :D

i don't actually go for branded stuff. Teehee. guys, CHOOSE ME :P

taken by iphone 4s. Can someone buy me iphone 4s?

The camera quality is just simply good compare to ipod touch or iphone four.

Argh. *valentine's day has just past, but it's mine cause my birthday is coming* LOL

I look so fair and slim in this pix! Teehee :D

The sister & I.

Is she looks good with her spec? Uhmm, i don't get why her boyf likes her w/ the spec.

i think she looks prettier without the spec. Comment, anyone?

one more question, Do we look alike?

* i know i look way more cute * hahaha :P

So gathering during night time w/ my buddies @ Bed, auto city.

they are @Ksin Wong, @Mixy , @Raymond , @Alvin . :D

I haven't seen them for some times after Chinese new year, i bet they forget about me. :(

I actually miss them. *maybe people just don't need you in their life anymore* tears.

any how, i have to say, i'm happy to catch up with them on that night.

I hope i still have the chance to meet them up. again. ;)

drink.

drank.

drunk.

alvin teehee.

March is coming, and i still haven't make up my mind. WHERE TO STUDY?

KDU? DISTED? INTI?

WHAT TO STUDY?

*so much things i have to consider* i'm not a small little girl anymore*

I really need to think about it, as in i can't choose my college because of ANYONE.

the first thing i have to think about is my FUTURE.

Can someone gimme some idea? :(

Hookay. i got so much to tell, to share.

Gimme some time to get ready. i wanna write some personal things on the next post.

Stay tuned people. Your visit is the best motivation for me, aite?

大年初一。Chor yat. :D

2012-02-09T12:41:00.000-08:00

# cheong sam . Checked. :D

got this cheongsam last mint in gurney. :)

went to pray after lunch in grandpa house.

weather is killing. argh.

sis x me x

grandma x mum x me. :D

another one came in, Sis. :D

bro x me.

Hellow wo shi piao liang de gu niang . :D

w/ ze cousin ! :D

went home and changed, then what? Tutti frutti first. haha.

After that went to gambling. teehee. :D

who's behind?

won on the first day. :D

argh. its 4.41am early in the morning.
I'm still freaking awake. T______T
I'M LOST. SO LOST.

#29meh.

2012-01-31T00:31:00.000-08:00

Nien 29. 29 meh . nian 29 . :D

Had reunion lunch w/ Yee's family. (Mum's side family) .

What to do after reunion lunch? :P *gamble* lolol.

Then, reunion dinner w/ Tan Family. (Daddy's side family).

Pray in the house after that, countdown chinese new year w/ ze family.

More to come.

:)

2012-01-29T06:31:00.000-08:00

back to my half-dead blog. :)

i try to make it alive. but too hard to manage. :(

NO TIME!

gotta post some pix that i left behind. :)

I will be back soon, took a lot of pix for CNY. Teehee

Oh ya. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D

HUATTTTTTT AHHHHH !!!

Hai.

Marvis. :) I miss her alot.

She's a friendly and cute! hope to see her soon.

My trainer came all the way from KL. :)

Hai Eric. :D

IVAN doesn't want to take pix with me. screwed him.

My new friend. NICK.

I guess you're reading this. so this is for you.

Your handsome pix! ahahaha

happy to see your face here?

My new year stuff. :D

I get it before two days before new year. don't really have time to do shopping also.

say hai to leon. :)

MY WENG KOH !!! :D

But he got new love dy. :(

so he don't love me anymore.

&&& he is going to start his college life. hehe. wish him luck :)

don't forget me ok!!!

nien 29 :D Reunion lunch w/ YEE family. :D

ANGPAOOOOO :D

that's all for now. :D

自爱。

2012-01-10T08:01:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS HARD.

Jan is gonna be a very tough and hard month for me, i know.

everything went so wrong. and i think i need to figure out some way to make things right.

i'm just too fucked up w/ all the gossip. Don't ever judge the book by its cover.

You don't judge me if you never talk to me, or you never really understand me. #PLEASE

But i know it's actually related to our own attitude too. So, i gotta change.

Change the fact, and i want to prove that you're wrong. I'm not what you think.

had a serious fight w/ him just now. the very first time and i hope it will be the last time. i don't like the feeling. i hope everything will be alright. He actually cares and i thought he don't. This is the problem. :(

I promise i will listen to him. to be a good girl. *i'm a good girl k actually* just i'm fresh graduate. everything also wanna try. forgive me k. T_T

Everything happens for a reason. *listen to me big man* don't leave any scar between us!!!

I just want him to accompany me. MORE. *fingercross*

i appreciate you more than everything. i don't know whether you're reading or not.

but if yes. Ya. trust me. =)

Self-respect, self-love is what i need. i need to behave myself.

Time to change. :D:D

Ya another thing i'm doing is.. my JOB.

Should work harder to earn more. think of him and money will do. LOL

Just hold my hand, and tell me everything will be alright when i'm with you.. Will you?

Weng koh :P

2012-01-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

Birthday post for my boy. lolol

Happy birthday to you Weng Koh. :)

He is more than a friend to me, more than a good friend. Ya, but too bad he is too handsome and being too kind thats why he is not my boyfie. T_T

If you want me to use a word to describe him, i really don't know which word to use. sincerely.

He is too nice, friendly, cute blah blah blah. i don't know what word to use if i rojak all these nice words lol.

I feel so bad when i wanted to write a birthday post for him, because when i go through all my pix,

there was so few of his pix or the pix we took together. blame him!

because i always use his phone to take pix, and he never send it/bump it to me! That's why now im lack of pix. don't blame me for putting up your ugly pix! :P

He looks great w/ red right?:)

This pix was taken on my birthday. hee.

i remember you was the one who spend my birthday w/ me. :)

You was being so sweet and nice ALL THE TIME, ya i mean all the time.

when i am stuck at home, no food no entertainment and he is the one who will bring me food, bring me out.

He is even doing better than what a boyfriend must do. i'm so glad to have him in my life! =)

was taken in queensbay. Still remember? :P

long long time ago! i rike you when you 'set' your hair! :P

Uhmm, when i need someone to talk you, when i'm down..

i will think of you. because you are always there for me. you always listen to me.

i really appreciate our friendship. appreciate everything that you did.

*although you still owe me my birthday present, christmas present* hahaha !

Just enjoy your birthday. :)

Have a blast one, i hope that you will be the happiest person on earth =P

because you can has me with you during your birthday! it's your pleasure you know? :P

no matter where you go, no matter where we are. i hope you won't forget me.

Because someone is going to oversea lalala. :(

I like this pix!!!

we knew each other since primary school.

it's cool that we're still friends after so long.

thanks for being a part in my life!

when wanna go sing k again? :OOOOO

when tomyam again? :PPPPP

i just wanna say thank you.

and i wanna say happy birthday.

Happy birthday to you buddy :)

Prom night.

2012-01-04T10:19:00.000-08:00

In a blink on an eye, 2012 is here. no more 2011. How was my 2012? i think i screwed up all the things.

Ya like seriously, should figure some ways to make my life better. lol.

But i'm not regretting for what decision i had made, or disappointed at things/people.

I had finish SPM in 2011, which i have to take another big step in my life. - go to college.

some people already started their college life but i'm not. a little bit emo because i'm still not sure what i wanna do in the future and i don't want my friends to forget.. :(

hard to meet up with friends because some already started college some working some ns. aiks.

and so much i wanna do, like go to travel around the world but like impossible argh idky. :(

okay anyways 2011 is over. and yeah hey 2012 :D

i got nothing to blog for 2012, been sick for awhile , my face look so pale and i don't really my camera to take pic anymore after i got new love. :( i should really take more pix and then i can start blogging again. :)

What i left in 2011? Yea, the prom night post. I OWE YOU ALL*

Our school prom night was held at bayview hotel, penang.

ok fyi, there were more than 500 form 5 students in jit sin, but there were less than 200 students to join us.

and that's why at the end I join them. :]

It was a really good night with them. esp with vivan, ivy and meitze! :)

i miss them a lot a lot. Hope that we will gather again soon. :(

Casino royale as our theme! :)

look, i was sitting @ the VIP table lolol.

Jane, Lian Zheng and Vincent was performing. They did a well job. :)

he got pretty nice voice. *nicer than me* means super nice hahaha!

Lian Zheng & Jia Jia were singing *lucky* :)

i like her heels!

my fav for the whole night, They were dancing *the lazy song*

AWESOME, seriously i miss that moment . Do it again next time, k? :D

Oops. The blogger. I was the only one w/ long dress! Like super omg.

Su Ann boyf. so handsome! :)

Mei Tze, so sexay right? :)

Next, Beatboxer in the house. LOL

i kinda like them too.

pei gang & peaches :)

GAME nxt.

All couple somemore except *suki and KT* but most of the ppl thought they are couple.

Hope that they will really become couple :)

Then, time to say good bye.

Me w/ Edmund, Vivan w/ me. :)

Cat and Beh. LOL

From my class. Two pretty girls! =D

my form 3 classmate :D

Sweetie :D

Lian zheng, very old friend of mine. i like his eyes alot. :D

Christine w/ me.

Wei soon di di =D

and the super endao one, rayson. hehe.

Jane on the left, Dee dee on th right. =)

Nelson & jia jia. super sweet couple hoho. *jeles*

lastly, w/ my fav girlfs. =)

i won't forget all of you.

& I will make sure our friendship will stay long long gao gao 99.

Wo ai ni men, no matter where we go, what we do in the future.

You all are the memories in my high school life. teehee.

All the best to everyone!

with full of love,

Yee.

Sudden thought.

2011-12-28T16:30:00.001-08:00

Good morning peeps. First time blogging through my itouch. It's pretty early now while waiting uncle to get his thing done, am sitting down and the mind going through a lot of thought. Aww I can't said how good I can be or I want to be. But at least if I'm in love in something, I will be brave enough to get it and I will try my best to change my bad behavior just to make things right. But what if, i wouldn't know is that the one I'm in love with is going to hurt me or not. This is confusing ad challenging. In a relationship is much more complicated compare to math. At least we got a solution for every math question but when it comes to love or being love, sometimes there's just dont have any solution or even cure. When you keep telling yourself don't, it's like wtf your mind will automatically tell you do it not don't. Aww ;( sometimes when you know the thing is going wrong, the thing is so not right, but when you fall, you can't make yourself stand. You will stay in the same position and fall for the person more b more. I don't believe in love in the first sight before it, but now I think yes. I do believe love in the first sight. But nog Everytime the person u want to be with are willing to be with you. Ya, this is love and this is life also. We just have to stand up and keep going, because time doesn't wait for you. I don't know what is going on, but my mind have been thinking of him day and night. I just can't get rid of him. I just can't stop thinking oh noz. I need time I think. Chill :)

how you remind me?

2011-12-25T11:22:00.000-08:00

Hello, it's three-o-clock in the mid of the night and i'm still awake.
At this moment, i'm feeling so sick, so bad. Time flies, everything changed.
I gotta admit that, I've changed. I can't tell that i'm being a better person in the last few days of 2011.
but at least, i've learn to be stronger and more tough. But there's a question for myself now, am i that high profile for you to gossip about me? I was chatting with my ex-boyf just now through skype.
and yea, i knew both of us are getting each other, so we just chat as friends.
But somehow he told me, lots of his friends are complaining about me to him, and he asked me to behave myself. oh ya. i was like. omgwtfbbq. BEHAVE myself?
first of all, i just wanna make things clear. I'm officially single now. and i don't have to report every single thing that i did to anyone except my family. k? Or i should said, can you guys be more considerate? Don't judge me, if you don't know me well. i guess most of the people talking behind me are those people that i not really close to or i don't even know about them. But what's wrong with you guys? Am i that fugly/bad/evil to make you all complain/gossip/comment on me? I'm really upset about it.

I have my own friends, i have my own life. I hang out with my friends, i work on weekdays to earn my pocket money, I drink, but what now? You don't have your own life? don't be so lifeless can or not? :)
I just want to make my life simple. May I?
If you have any problem with me, come, i can talk to you. and see what can i do for you.
But not talking behind me. kthnxbai.

Ya, I'm so upset now. i know i shouldn't blame anyone, anymore.
Because it doesn't help, what i should do is to prove to all of you that you are wrong.
I guess i shouldn't share my own feeling, my thought, my personal things in the social network.

I'm just feeling so down right now. What can i do?
If things can't go right, go left. I'm turning into left soon. I guess.
and i just realized that i don't have any soul mate. Because at this moment i have no one to talk to.
Keep calm, and go on. life is still goes on no matter how pathetic am i.

good night.

I'm back. :)

2011-12-11T07:01:00.001-08:00

Santa Claus is coming to town, It's December already, the year is coming to the end. and yea I'm back to blogging again. Hehe :D Finally i have the time to blog again after so long. Spm is over like oh yeah my life is just begin! haha. but before that i went through a lot too. broke up, my grandpa passed away and i went to an interview for job. I was so busy until today only i have the time to sit down and start blogging.

SO ilove-myway.blogspot.com IS BACK. :D

IS ALIVE. :D

IS BRAND NEW :D

The first pix i took using my itouch. Thanks all of them accompanied me to get it. :)

SPM 's group study! :)

See, this is we called group study. i miss those moment so much! :D

Sho cute! hahahaha.

We were in the same class during form 3. =)

Jaffried chiam on the left, chia wei on the right.

I stick with them almost everyday ah during spm. we studied today! :D

Aww. THE BEST GUY EVER. :D

Gong gong, i miss you so much. :(

Luckily i took some picture with gong gong..........

Rest in peace gong gong. we miss you so much.

WE LOVE YOU.

My uncle aka gor gor on the left and his cute son on the right. Ming shawn in the house! :D

Random outing with mixy and raymond. :)

my good good friends!

Raymond. :D

S U K I.

and my love, vivan! :D:D

sister forever hehehee :)

She is my personal driver aite <3

the last day of spm and my bunch of friends planned to go pray for gong gong.

Appreciated them. xie xie ni men.

Cat's car spoiled when we're on the way to gong gong house.

not really have the mood to blog. I will back soon :)

Stay tuned!

a little not over you.

2011-10-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

gotta quit blogging a while because i gotta prepare for my spm. like fucking real hard. lol.

wish me luck wish me luck olala i hope i really can focus and concentrate! cut down activities please.

some very random pix in this post. :)

enjoying viewing k? i wil be back after SPM which mean after december. lol

I'm fresh graduate from high school. say hello to long hair. :D

another bad day, to make myself happy..

scroll down.

Yea here it is, TUTTI FRUTTI. :)

Addicted to tutti la, yogurt can make me happy. :D

Then a very sad Halloween.

but i just gotta smile all the time!

partner in crime, Juno and Traysom. :)

Sorry if i scare you. :X

but this should be the reason we all dressed up for halloween right?

The very handsome boy. :)

credit to Juno ng. :)

i damn rike all these pix! haha. *memories*

Then watched You are the apple of my eyes, 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 in 1st avenue. :)

Thumbs up for the movie! very nice. worth to watch for another time lor! anybody wanna date me? LOL

w/ suki.

TMC vs TMC :D

Ki Mei hai :D

Their fav, chatime!

very innocent boy!

taken in the library! :)

I just gotta believe i will be fine..
i just gotta be strong. :)
Some people come into your life, just wanna give you a lesson.
People come, people go. This is life. Just make sure you don't regret for all the decision you've made.
Fake a smile, to make others believe that you're fine, even though i'm pain inside. no one could understand how i feel.
Be more independent, be happy. =)

achieve my goal. don't waste my time anymore.
*SIGH* :(

Happy birthday to youuuu!

2011-10-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to youuuuuuu MITO! :D

enjoy your 17 ok! :D

Stay happy always, no more tears, no more sad, no more down.

Cheer for life. We're BFF forever.

*including you la tiu chia wei if you're reading this* LOVE!

We'll celebrate together Ok?! :D

Squeeze some times for us, we are here for you!

Let's party before spm. lol

Enjoy my love!

Sheng ri kuai le :)

xoxo.

Emo emo emo.

2011-10-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

忽然之间很down,很emo... :(
今天是星期一。三个星期前的星期一，你去了美国。
我还记得，我晚上睡觉都是拿着电话，还躺在地上睡觉，怕自己不能听到电话响。
在学校听到你打来的电话，你打来报平安，整个心都放下来了。但是思念的眼泪，一直掉。:(
我在学校哭得稀里哗啦，真的那时候好难过。好想你。
回想起以前的每一天，如果是以前，你都会叫我醒，然后我们一直信息，直到放学，然后你放学了，第一时间就是打电话给我，有时候我们会一起出门，见面:) 如果我有补习，你会乖乖等我。然后补完习就陪我信息 :) 我们吃饭冲凉做什么大小事情，对方都了解得一清二楚。:P 还有每一个晚上都会讲viber, 讲到你累了，讲到你已经睡着了，才关 :P 有时候我还会骂你因为我觉得讲很少!! 哈哈哈你还记得吗? :)
但是现在呢，我补习回到家了也是自己一个人，电话一整天都没有响 T_T 因为你在睡觉。
啊啊啊啊啊，真的很想很想你。虽然现在我们双方一有空就会skype :) 我觉得很幸福。可是很怕久了你会懒惰 :( 你一定不可以知道吗.. T_T 亲爱的，我真的很希望可以见到你..

时间越长思念越浓。有时候都想到快哭了。原来他真的很重要。 T_T
每一天每一天我最期望最希望的就是时间快点过去，我可以跟他见面。
为什么去美国的飞机票要这样这样贵 #@#$%%&(*&^%$#@#$%^&*)*&^
只能告诉自己很快会过，要坚持，要加油，要继续下去。
不要让自己有遗憾，因为我知道我爱你。 =)
是你教会我要如何好好爱，如何好好珍惜。真的谢谢你。
我们的5个月要到了。我相信，某一天，某一个月，某一年，我们会一起庆祝我们的纪念日。:)
好吗? 你也要坚持知道吗? 我一直在，你快点回来 :P *虽然其实他根本不想回来* :(
今天的天空有点灰，而且刚才又下雨。可能是被影响到吧，思念的泪水从眼眶掉了下来。
但是很快要7.30了你快要醒了 :PPPPPPPPP *muaxx muaxx* 我可以见到你了，虽然摸不到。 :(
最希望的还是，让自己感觉到你的心。让我感觉到，你还是爱我的。好吗? I Love You.
What Doesn't kill You makes you stronger. Baby i believe that, distance do not kill us, and this will make our love stronger! :)
I'll be waiting for you. looking forward to the day we gonna meet again.

感觉。

2011-10-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

情侣吵架都是很难免的。我只是希望事情过去了。

我们都能够一起向前看 :) 这些无心之失我们就忘记好吗?

吵架的过程里面，对我来说谁对谁错都不重要。重要的是，对方还有没有耐心，

继续为了两个人而努力，爱情，感情，不是一个人的付出。要双方一起努力，才可以幸福。

没有任何一个人希望自己跟喜欢的人吵架。那种感觉真的很不好受 =(

而且说出来的话，有时候很伤人。尤其是我们在是远距离恋爱，吵架的时候，完全不能感觉到另一半的存在，更不用说安全感。对吗?

我不否认自己的脾气很坏很坏。我也知道一路以来你的包容，忍耐。

但是绝对不可以骗我 :-( 好吗?就算是不想我担心，难过，也不要在骗我。

我不喜欢那种感觉 T_T 辛辛苦苦建立起来的信任是不是没有了? 就因为这样一次，什么都完蛋了。我还是相信我们能一点一滴重新来过，重新开始。好吗? :) 给我更多更多的爱. :)

给我更多更多的相信，我相信时间会冲淡一切。我真的不想吵架了。 :(

其实你在外国，我真的有觉得我们的感情变得更加的稳固，更加的稳定。

因为本来我觉得我们会面对的问题，到现在都还没发生。我记得有一次我跟ah weng 晒命的时候，说我们感情很好没有吵架很恩爱，可是他直接shoot 我一句，能够过了3个月再来说。

现在其实自己也是怕怕。我没什么信心。:( *因为距离*再加上这次的吵架以后，我觉得其实没有绝对，没有100%. 每一次的教训，都教会我们，没有感情是那么容易就那么稳定的。

我们还是需要花很多很多时间来让爱情保温，让爱情升温。

以前的吵架，吵完架还可以见到对方。打打骂骂；现在的吵架，各自忙各自的，因为跟本不能见面，又有时差。真的蛮辛苦的，要一直告诉自己，会过去的，要自我安慰，会没事的。

那种没有你在身边给我依赖给我肩膀靠靠的感觉，真的很不习惯。要自己坚强，要自己独立。不是说可以就可以的。='(

我们的感情会慢慢变淡吗?我希望不会，我希望我们还是会很爱对方，就算不再身边，我们还是可以在心里感觉到对方的。好吗? :) 我答应你，我会慢慢改掉脾气，都怪SPM睡觉又睡不够，火气是比较大的。原谅我。*muax muax muax* 我说过的你不可以忘记，你说的我也不会忘记。我们一起为了将来努力好吗? 真的很希望你可以快点回来。 :-(

你还记得你要离开的那一天你对我说什么吗?

你还记得我送你的礼物吗? =)

你还记得我们一起经历的事情吗?

你还记得你一直叫我河马吗 ? =P

你还记得我们一起看过的电影吗?

你还记得我们一起走过的路吗?

你还记得我煮面给你吃吗?

这些一切，这些你还记得吗,我都没有忘记。

可能吵架的时候都没有想起，但是冷静下来，为了这一点点小事就闹别扭，真的很不值得。:(

对不起。我算哄回你了没? =P 我牺牲我的blog. 来让你看看我有多爱你，我让每一个人都知道这次我没有怪你. ;D 可能不够多浪漫的话，但是这些心底话。我不能发信息给你，太贵了 =P

一路一来有我们两个互相坚持，互相信任，才会有今天。=)

我们的过去，我们的认识，我们的开始，我们的过程。一点一滴 :)

我们真的能够幸福下去的。=D 虽然下一次见面时间我们还完全不能够确定。

因为他回来的时间，我可能就去读书了。所以。

可是让你们更佩服的是，我们完全没有要放弃. :)

这些是不是才是最单纯的爱情呢? *loves*

你一直都是我最重要的决定。=)

无论多少的风风雨雨，我们都要加油不可以放弃。好吗?

你不可以忘记，我是你最美丽的女朋友。:PPPPPPP

所以我算是哄回你啦? *对不起，原谅我。* :)

Baby, i love you.

我爱你。:)

期待见到你的那一天。

Birthday part 2.

2011-10-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

So here i come after i don't know how long. I miss my blog a lot sincerely but i really don't have time and running out of time because there's only left one month to SPM. *panic panic*

Big big sorry to @Chia Wei because she was waiting for my appreciation post. lol.

Thank you to all my buddy for spending their precious time to celebrate my birthday with me. :)

@Chia Wei , @Pei Rong aka Rong mito @Weng Koh,

& another birthday boy @Traysom my new friend lol

He was elder than me one year, we were born in different year but same day! :D

Most of the guys are traysom friend. Lol

@Weng Koh, Heyyy.... Thanks x123456576897times! :)

You are the best best best boy's friend for me. You always be there when i need you. =/

It sounds so wrong, but yeah it's true. When i need someone to help, He is always there willing to help me. :)

So glad to meet him back after 5years. He is my primary classmate! :D

How small the world is? friendship forever. Ya, you still owe me birthday present! don't forget okkkk. hehehehe! :) next time when i drive i will bring you around ok? don't worry. hahaha :P

& try to ask your mama let you go home late!!

Teehee, finally your turn :DDDDDDDD

She's my long lost friend too :) We are in the different high school, and she got her own group, i got my own friends. but everything changed after i don't know when. yaadaa yaddaa and she is my best friend AGAIN now. :D She is a mature thinking love. Every time when i face any love's problem/question. TEXT HER/ TALK TO HER. Then everything will be alright. She's great friend. :D

Don't forget my present ok? Hahha then i will also buy you something when your birthday. but still long ago la. focus on SPM first k? *loves loves*

She's very tam chiak but she is still slimmer than me. look at her legs. damn nice and i damn jealous!! T_T

and she is that kind of people,keeping saying herself fat although she is not all !! RAWR

SO YOU MUST EAT MORE, As fat as me le then i will love you gao gao. :P

3 of us :D

another birthday cake for me! :)

*happy face*

Rong mito on the left, Anjoe on the right. :)

birthday boy and birthday girl :)

Happy birthday to us :D

Had a serious fight with him, i'm sad. :(

What should I do? I have to be strong to face all shit.

FML.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

2011-10-04T08:09:00.000-07:00

time flies, he left everyone and started his new life in Boston more than one week! HOW ARE YOU? :)

I still can't really used to it, i still missing him all the time, every moment. I don't know how long we're gonna separate for, and don't know which day only we will meet each other again. Don't expect, because i'm afraid both of us will get hurt again. Plan changed, everything change too. This is bad, but we have to accept the fact and face the berry cruel reality. ='(

02/10/2011. Happy 4 months anniversary Baby! :D

all we need to do are study hard, and keep our heart together! *emo* :(

sighhhhhhhhh............. where is him, i miss him so much. omgggggggggggggggggg

but i believe...

...

....

.....

......

.......

Trust me, baby! :D

Long distance relationships are the purest test of love. if you can love someone on the other side of the world and still trust them, you’ve already got what a lot of ‘real relationships’ don’t. and the fact that you can give up whatever you have to or want to do just to talk to them because of the time difference, that’s just amazing.

I wish you were here.
i really do.
baby, i love you.
:(

rock seventeen!

2011-10-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

As I mention earlier,this post is gonna talk about my birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SELF.

I'M OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN. wtf, like keep telling the whole world i'm older one more year.

I would like to thank all of you who wish me on that day. no matter in facebook, text message, call, and all.

thousand thanks terima kasih :-)

First of all, i would like to thank my baby boy. =)

JARON LIM .

His real nickname! i just dont know why he wants to call himself as edward.

Jaron is 9874324568times nicer than edward ok? :P

He called me all the way from US. *touchmyheart*

He was the first one who wishes me! tears rolling. too bad we couldn't celebrate together. but it's ok. it's fine. there's so much time still. remember my ring! XD

even though i broke the promise that i made, but still my heart belongs to you all the time.

We'll wait together and we'll see each other very soon. *TRUST*

Move on, a very big thank you to @Ct Woon aka my bao bei.

she gave me a very big surprise, she bought me a slice of chocolate cake from summer bakery.

& she sent it to my place although she was sick that time. I was napping that time, and she called ask me to open my gate. Argh. so happyyyyyyy =P

Thanks, i love her alot. she's one of my awesome friend! She's caring,friendly, lovely..

She loves everyone sincerely, she doesn't gossip AT ALL. She jokes with us everyday, she play with us everyday. She helps everyone, no matter what happen. she's just so so so kind. For me, i always worried about her, i'm afraid that she will get hurt one day. I'm telling you, be smart always =P

Don't get bully, if anyone bully you, JUST TELL ME! I'll snap die her lol

and she's the reason why i do not want to graduate so fast. please, you must miss me ok? :'(

Thanks bao bei, ILOVEYOU. =)

You meant a lot to me, still remember last year? When people tried to pull me down, you're the one who cheer me up ! with adrian boo =P

Who's the next? Hehe, IT'S YOU. my another sweet girlf.

PEI RONG aka rong mito.

She also one of the very naughty girl ! =P

She came my home to give me surprise. i was out to somewhere. and she just wait me outside my house.

OMFG. When she called me and ask me to go out, I WAS LIKE AGAIN. Another one.

my thought was, woah she loves me so much. LOL wtf

& she sang birthday song for me, I made a wish and blew off the candle. *tears really rolling that time*

I almost cried! because if you ask my mum n I to wait someone outside their house, just to send her birthday cake and birthday card, she would rather kills me. wtf

I appreciated !!! Thanks my girl!

I couldn't remember how we get to know each other, i can't remember how we became so close. =)

Everytime when i'm upset with my boyf. She's like my rubbish bin. I just vomit everything inside.

She listens everything, she comfort me, she teaches me how to love. Thanks a lot. !

My boyf asked her to take care of me, and i think she's doing her job very well.

She makes me feel like i'm wanted even though the boyf is studying aboard now.

So i will do the same too, ok? Let me know if you're sad, upset.

I'm always here and there for you. 24hours. *promise*

Your big day is coming too. Have a blast my love! :)

Friendship forever. Hope that i really can be your best friend one day!

Thanks for your choc mud cake. *my fav* :)

The only birthday card that i've received this year. NICE CARD. Xie xie ni . =)

Taadaaa, MY 5C1 AWESOMENESS GIRLFRIENDS! =D

VivanT ,

Thanks for lying me LOL I knew all of you want to surprise me! Haha.

But failed. =P it's ok still, i'm really happy! She's stubborn sometimes, she goes crazy easily, she get distract easily too, and the most important, she loves branded stuff ! every time when we talk about branded, wah she damn semangat lol ! and one more thing, you've changed a lot vivan. =D

We been through a lot together, we fight, we gossip about each other, we laugh together, we eat together, tuition together. i won't forget all these! let's forget those sadness and hateness, and start everything new!

because now, you meant alot to me. ya, seriously! Friendship will never faded. ok?

We are going to graduate after 12 days! We will still go out together always !

Remember bangkok and singapore ok!! Mwarhs. Ai ni O :P

Zi Yan

tehee my deskmate! =)

Why you lied me saying that you are going to absent on my birthday. i don't believe at first, but after talking to you on the phone, i thought you are really gonna be absent. cause your voice was so sick. RAWR

GREAT ACTRESS =P *thanks for lying? wtf haha*

I love your craziness! and i love your hard working attitude too. this is what i should learn from.

but sitting beside you almost one year, i still that lazy! :' I don't know why gahhhhh.

We crap alot gossip alot. haha, i love you. but you don't love me T_T

We must still keep in touch after graduate ok. my heart will always be with you, until the end of the world lol.

Take care always! i surely will miss your very annoying voice! hahahaah *loves loves*

JiaZhen,

The very fierce girl. Thanks for planning for my birthday ya! :)

Hope that we will still able to go out to anywhere everywhere after graduate! You always remind to stay strong, and you always care about me. I can feel it. really, my girlf! :D

ya thanks for your very long long long birthday wishes text message! *heart melting* :P

Sometimes you looks so fierce until i dare not to talk to you, smile more ok?

please motivate me to be hardworking like you nahhh! =P

Next time Raja Uda tomyam me i 100% fetch you hahahah lol ai ni ya! :)

Fong Fei ,

Woahh. don't know are you reading my blog or not. =p

but i think mostly you won't read. T_T Nevermind, just let me talk to the air!

you're a bright student and i couldn't believe that we're good friend now! hahahaha

We are like from two different world, haha. Can you imagine i'm telling people, the top student Fong Fei is my good friend? And you are gonna tell people that, ya that very bad girl SiewYee is my good friend. *silly*

Thanks for fetching me home always! lol. Next time i'll be your driver too k .

thanks for being my listener too! i always feel comfortable when i talk to you. :)

JiaYin, Mimi

=P Woah, you're Ziyan enemy's! hah but still i know you two love each other alot.

You're the one who went to buy the cake right? and brought spoon and tissues to school ;p

*bow* Xie xie ni ! =D The cake was so delicious and yummy you has a very good taste! haha.

I know you are going to study in Disted after SPM right, all the best to you. and we shall always meet up k. your car plate i will always remember. PJY xxxx ! wtf so cool !

Ivy Yu han ,

Nah after you got your boyfriend ni bu ai wo le! T_T

But still thousand thank you, for coming to school to wish me happy birthday haha.

even though we failed to go to tutti frutti and i even mad at you, but stil there's always a chance! ok?

I GOT A LOT OF STORIES WANNA SHARE WITH YOU, when only you gonna be free? :'(

Dump your boyf one day to listen to me, ok or not? :(

I'm afraid that next time don't have the chance already noh. cause we're graduate soon.

& you still can't drive , undang also havent pass ! LOL Hahahaha!

You're my BFF always, no matter what! =D

CHOCOLATE BLUEBERRY from my dearies! =)

My eyes was swollen because that is still very early. fuck jit sin that cannot bring cake to school. -_-

so we have to settle them before class start. :'(

Your truly w/ ze very delicious cake! :)

w/ my zhen zhu ! :D

was cutting my birthday cake! so much different between this year birthday and last year birthday.

I feel love is in the air! :)

Me berry happyz w/ mua kawaii cake wakakaak. LOL

*saliva drops*

wootz. look at ivy ! pattern banyak dah =P

hahaha and my very tam chiak face!

They all camera shy include ivy, because she was make up-less that day in school LOL

cutting and sharing cake to my classmate! =)

I won't forget when i turn my body to see behind, i can always see you guys. Hah! :D

so good to have you all in my class!

Camwhore in the classroom. ;]

12days more, i don't have to wear this bluey bluey uniform :p

I'm gonna miss it haahahah

w/ adrianB domo's pencil case. i rike it so much haha!

once again, Happy birthday to myself.

There's still one more post about my birthday!

It's about my outing with peirong,chiawei and wengkoh and blah blah.

I still need to thank them =P for giving me such a wonderful birthday!

everything happen for a reason, I can't hide myself up, i can't fast forward it, i can't avoid.

But what can i do is always fight with it, i cry alot, but doesn't means that i'm weak.

My life without my boyfriend around wasn't that bad, because i still have a bunch of awesome friends around me. They made me happy when they saw i cried alone. they cheer me up when they saw i moody. They are being so sweet and caring all the time. This is what all of us are looking for, A very worthy Friendship. :)

I found mine in my last year of high school life, the life without drama, without war. Thanks for everything!

lot of love,

xoxo.

LOVE.

2011-09-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

Oh my boy, he is doing fine in US, don't worry people so does the same, don't worry about me.

I'm getting better and better because I'M OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN NOW. :)

*bow*

We're facing some difficulties, the time diff. the time in boston and malaysia diff 12 hours which mean that, when they are having their breakfast, we're having our dinner. When we are about to sleep, they just got to start up another brand new day. One of us have to sacrifice. ='(

sometimes he have to wake up early, before he go to class then we can have more time to communicate.

or else i have to skip school, because he will be free at night, then we can skype. =)

Hope that everything will stay like this way, i rather continue like this, don't make any diff. *finger-cross*

Long distance relationship - TRUST/BELIEVE in each other are really important.

I hope both of us can make it work, don't argue/fight anymore.

cherish every moment that we can chat/talk/see each other.

Don't suspect me, i won't do anything that will harm our relationship kay. *promise*

Big girl/ big boy don't cry. We still have each other.

Our love grow stronger day by day. I can't live without you, i don't want to live without you.

You're my oxygen. without oxygen, i can't survive =P

see how important you are ..! LOL

I'll start to blog about my birthday. ;p

Stay tuned!

with loves,

SiewYeeT.

Officially missing you.

2011-09-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

Do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest.

To be honest, i still can't get used to it. no more text from him, and he seldom call me, because they charged fucking high and expensive. but yeah, we do contact every day. =)

*thanks god*

but i'm getting better and better day by day. no big deal. Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel, and undeniable our love may travel 9874569789492969 miles away from Malaysia to Us. =P

Handmade for him, i bet he cried so badly on the plane while he was reading it.

Anyway, i wrote down every single memories between us. total up, there's 40pages. =)

I hope you will like it, my dear!

Colourful. You colouful my life, you paint my life!

The cover page, haha. i draw it myself. nice kan? =P

done, i put it inside. i do not allow him open the present before he leaves. i don't want to see him cry.

We're together as one, even though we can't used to be like last time. meet up everyday, every week. But distance doesn't affect our relationship, we love each other more and more each day. Our love grow stronger. i believe that, you will come back to me one day, and i will go to your side one day. =)

We're fated, we're linked together! :)

Don't you feel like slapping me? but i think that is cute! :P

The pic above was so darn blur, The last night we spent before he leave. =(

I cried so badly.... but yeah. the fact is, he left me for 3days already. HOW FAST IS IT?

Time flies, so teehee dont worry baby we will see each other very soon.

& lastly, we went bikkuri station. He must be missing the dessert there in US.

He told me he no likey the food in US. everyday salad and fries. LOL

Baby, I CAN HAS CHA KOAY TEOW EVERYDAY. =P

jkjkjk, sayang la hun. I promise i'll selfcook for you kay? if you come back secretly to give me surprise! :D

Take care yourself over there k?

Tmrw is my birthday.... =)

countdown SATU HARI. Who wants to celebrate with me? *hands up*

I'm going to celebrate my seventeen birthday with friends and without him. But it's ok.

He is going to celebrate my birthday and spend his time with me for the rest of his life, Am i right? =P

Happy birthday in advance to myself! *Happy face*

Baby, i wanna be strong, and so that i can protect you =P

How are you?

2011-09-25T11:00:00.000-07:00

这是昨天去着机场时的路上我拍的，天空还是一样的蓝，但是人事已非。 :'(
你在哪里啊? :( 我还等不到他，现在已经要凌晨两点了。不敢去睡觉，怕眼睛关上累就会流下来。
你知道我在等你吗?我知道可能他刚刚到，人生地不熟，然后要忙很多的事情，还有可能还不能online. 所以都联络不上我。在等的原因是我想确定他是不是安全了?他很怕冷的，那边会冷吗?一个人在那边有没有怎样?他坐飞机这样久，有没有不舒服? =(
这些是我担心的。你还好吗，亲爱的 ?

看看我的床头，这是他送我的画，我的生日礼物。

睡醒我就会盯着看。我问他，为什么他会选这照片。

他说因为我笑得很灿烂，而且他很深情。 =P

这是我们刚刚开始不久拍的，自己也蛮喜欢的. =))

还有，看到他的照片吗?我一想他，就能看了。

你想我了吗? 要好好照顾自己。

看到我的衣橱吗?我整理好了，之前他一直唠叨我，骂我。讲我邋遢，一个女孩子没有收拾衣橱。我很乖了啦，收拾好了，你看到了没有?记得称赞我啊!! :P

今天吃晚餐的时候就要哭了，吃饱了就不能顶的哭了。平时吃东西都会跟他报告，他就会开始说我是河马，可是如果我不吃，他又会逼我吃。我说自己肥的时候他会说我还不够肥。

这个就是他。。。我想你。=(

为什么只是吃fries 你也这样多pattern? XD

我只是要交代清楚，明天我放学过后有两个补习啊。

到7点多才回家了。应该是那边的早上。所以如果真的找不到我，打不到给我，

facebook msg 我还是email 我。我都会去看，好吗?

然后告诉我你几时比较有空，我半夜也可以on9 的。;)

想跟你skype, 看看你新的环境。

你要好好照顾自己，知道吗?

等到你settle down everything le,我们再慢慢聊。我会等你的。不用怕。我不会乱来 =)

记得喝多多水，睡觉多一点。还有不要怕!!

还有，我睡觉没有关laptop,skype开着。viber 也开着，facebook也开着。

试试看打给我，如果要打电话记得在前面+60 知道吗

我一直等你的。

我要谢谢身边的所有人，谢谢你们的安慰。知道大家都很关心我。

真的很感激，可是给我一点点的时间，我在慢慢适应着。=)

大家都很疼我，大家都安慰我。谢谢!!!

很窝心，但是没次当大家安慰我，我就会哭了。 :(

我要更加坚强啦。

好啦。希望我不会哭了。:(

我爱你，我想你，你好吗?

联络我好吗。。。

Say good bye.

2011-09-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

再见就是一定能够再见到面。:)

我相信我们很快就会见面.

你们是否有试过，跟男朋友分离。

不是因为吵架，不是因为闹别扭，不是因为另一半出轨。

而是他/她要出国留学。我明白这是不能够改变的事实，

但是当你要接受，需要多大的勇气？

分离不可怕，距离很可怕。

长距离恋爱最大的问题就是，你不能再依赖对方。

因为可能当你需要他的时候，他都不能陪在你身边。

也可能因为长期不能见面，所以开始怀疑对方。

要如何建立起信任，要如何相信对方的心还是在你哪里的，

又还是如何学习独立，习惯一个人。学习如何把他收在心里，脑里。:'(

事情来得太快了，本来说好要陪我过生日。

但是现在却提早离开了。很难过。可是，还是过去了一半。

他，真的很棒。送了我一份很棒的礼物。 :)

他对我许下的承诺，他的那份上进心。是我最欣赏的。 :)

既然都相信了他那么久，就继续下去吧。=))

连道别的时间都没有，都很赶。Haihhhh.

原来送飞机真的很讨厌，还没进去就哭了。

我一直问他，你可以不要走吗?可以不要丢下我吗?

可是之后还是走了进去，挥手说再见。看着他离开的背影。

真的，像故事情节一样，什么都不能说了，只有眼泪。

因为这样一去，不敢保证他之后还会不会爱我，会不会觉得外国的月亮比较圆，所以找新的女朋友?

还有，每一天没有人morning call,睡觉前没有good night kiss. 这些已经习惯了的习惯，要怎样不习惯? ='(

当他真的离开了，眼泪一直掉，脑里想的只有我们之间的回忆。

我在想，为什么自己那么不会珍惜?之前还一直闹别扭，一直发脾气。=(

真的很糟糕，可能以后大家都忙各自的，跟本没时间了。

那以前的野蛮霸道，是不是会让自己遗憾呢?

真的领悟，体会到。失去后才会珍惜的道理了。

没有到失去的那一刻，你不会知道到底他对你有多重要。

还好，我们都没放弃对方，他也坚持我们一定要继续下去 :)

所以我还没有完全失去。 :) 我会尽量加油，不哭，不闹。

因为他到要离开的时候，都还是在交代我的朋友们要好好照顾我，陪伴我。不要我难过。

真的，他一直一直都希望我幸福快乐，顾虑我的感受。我真的很谢谢你baby. :) Muax

我在这里有那么多的安慰，有朋友家人的陪伴。他去到那里只有自己一个人。

新的环境，新的方向，新的开始。压力一定更大。 :((((

所以我一定不可以凶，要加油忍耐。那一定走得下去的。

又开始想念他了。现在是半夜凌晨1.36分。

3点要醒来看能不能跟他讲电话。

记得在爱情里所有人都是傻瓜。

所以，再傻的事都有人能做得出。

可能旁观者清，但爱没有对错。没有计较。:)

幸福没有捷径，只有经营。=D

我会把思念的力量化成读书的动力。

记得我们的约定吗?

林绍宽，我爱你。

委屈你了，辛苦你了。

要加油，开心啊 :)

我一直都在。

说了再见

2011-09-22T00:55:00.000-07:00

我也没有怎样。

只不过，我好难过。不知不觉要在一起4个月了。
我原本以为今年生日一定可以跟自己喜欢的人一起过。
可是才知道你要离开了。

出国留学应该是每个人都想的。你能了。我应该为你感到高兴。
不应该阻止你。是我们要加油。可是距离很遥远。:'(
距离是一个问题，时差也是一个问题。要怎样克服这些问题? *不知道*
以后能不能正常联络也是一个问题对吗? T_____T
我哭得很离谱，一想到眼泪就一直掉。 :(

可能有的人会说，才在一起几个月，很快就会忘记。
但有人想过吗，是不是喜欢上了，要忘记就能忘记?
可能时间能够冲淡一切，但是回忆谁能忘记? 那如果自己也不想忘记呢，那要怎样忘记?
有些人可能会说，我还小。不应该就这样认定还是那么快决定，因为自己也知道过后会发生什么事情。我相信自己，如果我有那颗心，没有什么事等不到的。对吗?

等待可以是一种幸福，距离也可以是美好的距离。只是在于我跟你怎样去对待。
可能在美国你会遇到你自己喜欢的人，还是太寂寞了需要别的女生。 -___-
可是你要知道我在这里等你，好吗? 做什么决定都要3思而行。
如果她真的很好，那我也会祝福你啦。男人都不能抵挡女人的诱惑，我希望没有人跟我有一样的眼光。*popi popi* :-/
你要有制止能力，好吗?

我会尽全力希望自己能够到美国找你。 =)
你也要回来，好吗?

我知道除了我难过，他也很难过。我们吵过架很多次了，
每次都是为了出国的事情。他很忍耐，细心。他很体谅我。 =)
谢谢你啊亲爱的。接下来换我有耐心了啦，我尽量不哭等到送你机的时候我再哭 >'<
希望我们能够一直走下去我记得我在st anne时许下的愿望。成真的话明年我们一起还愿，好吗? :)

很多事情都不知道要怎样开口告诉别人。
以后你还会听我说我的心事吗?以后还会骂我不听话吗?
我会很想很想你。。。。。

*tearing*

Wishlist.

2011-09-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

My birthday is just around the corner! Counting down for one week! But...... I'm not really happy at all, not really looking forward for my seventeen birthday.

anyway, i'm just gonna make out some wishlist. i know it's not gonna to come true. just let me shiok sendiri awhile k? *pity face*

iphone 4/ iphone 5/ i-touch.
slim down.
spm straight A's
stay happy always.
stay cute always. * i know i alwaya do* LOL
richer and richest woman on earth wtf haha
get to see my boyfriend very soon....
go to USA one day
don't give up on this relationship easily.
a brand new watch
some new toys. =P
new wallet.
new handbag
killing heels / flat :)
love him more and more.
world peace *damn wei da* :D

i think that's all FOR NOW :)
Ciao people! Good night. xoxo.

Together as one.

2011-09-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

the best way to release stress is spend your time with your loves one. :)

I had a really great time with him, the boyfriend after my trial. talking about my trial..

I just screwed up everything. Yeah. i knew i did not tried my best and yeah that's why my result was this way sucks. & i think i had enough of rest since form 4, it's time to fight for SPM. =)

I'm hundred percent motivated, i believe myself can achieve what I've aim for.

Now back to my blog post kay. As everyone known, Tutti Frutti is now available in AUTO CITY, Penang.

It's just located beside segafredo. So me and the boyfriend gave it a try. =)

I went there four or five time in a week. This is really crazy!

Nom nom nom *Saliva drops*

RED-red-RED. =P

We had a fight before this, remember what you did. don't forget -__-

Oh hai . da jia hao. zao an :D

Then we went Sunway for Johnny English Reborn. =)

Rate for this movie, 8.5/10.

The movie started, LAUGH.

The movie climax, LAUGH.

The movie ending, LAUGH.

laugh-laugh-laugh ! Enjoy laughing with my baby :)

Then high tea time with the boy and another two couple in Winter Warmer. =)

3 couple sit different 3 tables. Funny right? :P

picha on the right credit to Rong Mito . =)

With him ! =)

Behind the guy with blue t-shirt and the pretty are Nicholas and Wei wei.

& another couple behind them are Dennis and Rong Mito. !

Show time!

Wo hen ke ai shi bu shi? XD

Then taken our dinner @ Khun Tai . The food was just so so. *no offence, this is only my opinion*

Group pix for the guys w/ my boy. This dinner was actually his farewell. before he lave to U and S.

S S . = shiok sendiri. XD

One more. Everyone looks happy. =)

Next stop after dinner, Auto City.

The so called happy fun fair. Full of foreigner, and the game was damn expensive.

i played something called discovery with baby and his friends.

It's turning up and down left to right . 360 degree . *spinnhead*

Last stop, Segafredo.

chilling session and we left on 11something.

w/ ze flashlight. He looks so damn fat ah baby =P

two couples! :D

My fav pix on the left, and my fav girl on the right. =)

Had dimsum with ze guys on Sunday morning.

Baby and I had a beautiful morning! Tehee :)

cam-ho queen. *don't get jealous*

then the pig join me. *lol* two of us in red without matching. :D

i just can't let go.......................................

somebody you love so much, he is going to leave........

Do you know that i'm fucking love you? :(

to another fucking world. fuck the whole universe.

and the only thing i can do is CRY LIKE A BITCH.

fucker don't leave......................... =(

3rd month.

2011-09-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

Baby oh baby oh baby oh. :)

Teehee the blogger is in the good mood now! *mwarhs mwarhs* :)

Give me you big big kiss teehee loves loves. :)

doing great recently but then I'm so lazy to start my revision. Haih haih.

Trial trial trial.. exam is driving me crazy. bet I have to do my revision in mid night already. :(

Baby boy 3rd month three month, teehee. Happy to be with youuuuu all these days! :)

Hope you are happy to receive all my present ! Teehee. :)

no matter where are you, no matter where am i, we're always linked together!

We must always appreciate each other, don't give up easily.. ;]

I will always be there for you whenever you needs me.

pretty yeeyee. HAHA :)

nice right? :)

but baby said not really nice. T_T

I LOVE YOU. =)

He got me this. :D

& more to come nyek nyek XD

Thanks for being in my life!

(Y)ee.

2011-08-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

I kept reading other's blog..............

and i feel like blogging now. :)

I've been so active and hardworking in blogging now! Hah, that's good, no? =P

everyone have their own way to write/tell their own life,story. so do I. ilove-mywaydotblogspotdotcom is the only thing that i've never give up. I started blogging since i was form 1. I remembered I was using Wretch that time, and I started using blogspot, ilovemyway since i was form 2 until now.. i'm still a typical form 5 student!

*crap*

I'm sorry baby, things should not goes on that way..... I've made a big mistake.

promise to share everything with me kay? * I want you to be happy * Not only me.

I did not knw you cares about me that much. but i do now. I'll make the same effort to make you happy too kay? Everything will be aite, I'll try my best to tolerate! *swear to god*

patience is the key to success.

Do not let the emotional bring me down, think positive, Be optimistic.

I MUST BE A GOOD GIRLFRIEND,DAUGHTER,STUDENT.

Btw, my birthday is coming so soon. 28th of September teehee :)

oh ya today is MERDEKA DAY. =P

Happy birthday Malaysia, SIEWYEE AND EDWARD BOLEH Again k? :)

Time after Time.

2011-08-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

i repeated this song every single day after i watched 'THE VOICE'. Time after time , Javier Colon.

He's damn awesome, You guy must listen to his song ya. :P

I was going through all those fucking emo shyt thingy that i do not want to face or accept the truth.

Yea the truth that my boyfriend is leaving Malaysia to US. :'(

I took so so so so fucking long time to accept and calm down myself.

I thought that is not real, but after he finished his Ielts test, yeah i know that is true. ~~NO LIE~~.

I was crying every night before i gt into sleep. This is so hard. This is so sad................

But what to do? we all have to accept the truth, and FACE IT. Uhmm.........

I'm stil learning............ :)

I try to make it works. I want our relationship to work again. Just appreciate every moment before he leave.

Just follow the flow. I can't change his mind or ask him to sacrifice because of me right? We all have to grow up. :)

so he date me out today! nyek :P

THE FEELING IS GREAT. No more sad feeling, no more grave expression.

I had so much fun with him. :D Wo hen kai xin. i can make sure myself sleep very tight tonight :)

No tears no sadness. HOORAY. Thanks my dear. =)

We watched Conan the Barbarian. rates : 3.5/5

Then winter warmer. I likey this place many much. XD

HE DRIVE ME CRAZY. :D

Left : MY BOY FRIEND. Right : MYSELF the cutie pie. HAHAHA *slap me*

I called it a happy day. w/ him. =)

Memories between us.! so i decided to blog tonight before i start my revision. :)

Chicken cheese bake, baby like it very much. :)

Feel like slapping me right? Oh yea i realize myself so CHUBBY. I must need have to on diet or keep fit. T_T

If not someone will think that she's slimmer/ prettier than me. *inside jokes*

Teehee, i brought my new toy with me too. I took alot of pix today. Some is with him. :D

i ask him to keep in his wallet!! *fierce girlfriend*

Lepak around. I look so tiny in < left hand-side pix right? HAHAHAHA

Conclusion, I love you, baby boy. =)

Time or Distance does not matter anymore. We will go through all these together.

And stay happily after all. right? You and Me will be together always, ever. :D

3months anniversary is coming. =)

blekkksssss prepare everything aite? XD

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL OF YOU.

SATU MALAYSIA, MALAYSIA BOLEH.

EDWARD AND SIEWYEE BOLEH. HAHAHAHA

Night people, loves*

Hard Time

2011-08-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

every relationship will need to go through a lot of difficulties no matter how much you love each other, yes/no?

Going through all these hard time, What's matter the most?

At the end you will realize.. Saying I Love You is easy and it takes only few seconds, but when you have to prove it, it takes more than few months/ few years/ or maybe whole life.

& it's easy to like someone/ love someone, but when comes to forget. It may takes your whole life too.

I keep remind myself that, Don't fall in love, because it's hurt. But is it more easy to get into relationship when you keep remind yourself this BULLSHIT?

It's hurt, and really need ~~courageous~~ or take the risk to see how much the person you loved, he/she love you.

I'm learning, ALWAYS DO. I try not to give up easily, I try to believe that you're leaving so soon.

Undeniable this is fucking hard to accept someone you love the most at this moment, they are walking out or being apart in your life. ~~KILLSHEART.~~

You are my weakness. Get it?

I don't want to live my life without you.

Or 98764235450525 miles away far from you.

Trial is on which mean holidays off...

But one thing that i hate very much are my tears. Tear just drops whenever they like. Like damn so useless lor me. T______T

Can you hear me?

Don't leave or you bring me with you. *talking to the moon*

DONTFUCKINGGIVEUPBECAUSEILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH.

Escape.

2011-08-24T00:14:00.000-07:00

我要去旅行。

Just feel like escape everything and leave here.

I need a break. need an escape.

Who's with me?

St.Anne

2011-08-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

" Once upon a time...."

delay this blog post for two weeks dy, that was a great day hanging around with my classmate besides @Vivan and @Ivy :D

Don't know when is our next date dy, everyone started to prepare for trial exam and the very REAL SPM.

I think next dating might be after SPM, and all of us can keep our hair long. Teehee :))

It's Wednesday now, public holiday again thats why i'm sleeping late. Quite tired actually but then i just feel like keeping my blog alive 'a bit' LOL

Having tuition in the morning later, and probably meeting up the boyfriend. *if the plan stil carry out*

back to the topic. we were having our dinner at Wok City before going to St.Anne.

There was a small celebration for @Chee Dee Dee and @Chuen Yi.

Both of them born in the same day *lucky kids* :)

The surprise she gave to him. so sweet :)

Its sad to see birthday cake sometimes, i bet nobody gonna remember my birthday and celebrate with me...

I....m.... just.....no...body.......... Yeah :(

Happy birthday to ya. :)

SWEET COUPLE! :D

not yet ready lahh dohh.

girls. :)

@JiaYin on the left, @FongFei on the right. SMART Girls w/ me. :)

another shot for us.

our fooddddd. *messy*

@Ivy & @Ct woon MY FAV Girls :D

we're young, we're free... we're gonna be alright. :D

Nom nom! pattern banyak!

SiewYee :D

Xinyee, Spot me? Eating like a pig. XD

Then dessert @Bikkuri Station :D

to the left to the left :)

i was on the phone with the boyfie outside the shop, then they all came and kacau. Haha.

Too bad my boy wasn't with me that night, can't meet him up, miss him so badly. T_T

you can count on me, like 1,2,3 i'll be there :D

LENGLUI Posing :D

Last but not least, @vivan with me in the house :D

Oh ya. She damn rich !@#$%^%^&*(^%#$%^ DAMN JELES CAN!

there's more pix, gonna upload it in another post i think :D

oh yea some pic above was taken by @vivan's nikon babe. Haha.

Don't get the password from me. Guess it yourself.

Hints : Our common password, and my password for last time.

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night. :)

Lost.

2011-08-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

开始迷失了方向。

到底路要怎样走下去。

到底毕业以后要怎么样。好烦。

好无奈，每次想到我就很想哭。那种前途茫然的感觉。='(

我不想长大。

Not little not much.

2011-08-12T11:07:00.000-07:00

Babyboy 又逼我blogging 了。他应该是很喜欢读我的blog呱 =P

*谢谢捧场* 最近真的很忙，都没有时间写blog了。

不管在什么方面，只要是人生的一部分，我们除了要经历生离死别，还要接受那些起起伏伏。

没有任何一个人的生活可以平平无奇，因为那样子就淡而无味。总要跌倒，摔伤，才会成长。

我可以很确定我自己还不够成熟，我还不能够一个人自己面对这些挫折。

人生要做出很多抉择。有时候你必须放弃，有时候你必须坚持。

当你真的决定了，就不可以后悔，也不能够回头。要看，就看前方。

路是人走出来的,不是吗? =)

有一些事情，当你无法改变那些现实，你唯有接受。

接受现实才是最勇敢的表现。我们一定要学习勇敢。:3

哭也哭过了，吵也吵过了。静下心来，想通了。

是时候成长了。做了什么决定就不后悔。给予对方100%的信任。

两个人在一起，最重要的就是信任，包容。

如果没有这些，就算两个人在一起也不会开心。

双方一起努力，一定会有成果的。=)

事在人为，*老天是爱我的，绍宽也是爱我的 *

珍惜啊。要珍惜我知道吗?

还好到最后我们都没有放弃，坚持还是打败了放弃。=P

以后请你不要在生气我的时候骂我粗话 XD

还有不要在很开心的时候乱乱许下承诺。我不收空头支票蛤!!!

还没剪头发之前，看到大肥跟小肥吗? =)

那一天真的很开心哈哈哈

每一天都很开心啦只要有他! XD

*很sweet 有没有?* 我们一起去剪头发，平平的头发啊啊*

你要记得我们已定要一直幸福下去，经历过了这次吵架，我领悟到了很多，你呢? :P

我最喜欢在他面前扮无辜的脸，他应该很想slap我啦!

哈哈哈可是其实我没有扮也很无辜 :DD

这情侣装美hor? 结果是我们没有买。真的很后悔 T_T

越看越喜欢，就好像你看我我看你，越看越喜欢对方 :)

*你心里一定在想，beh paiseh hor 你。 * 看，我都知道 =P

我最喜欢听到你的笑声你知道吗?

我听到就会很兴奋很想笑 HAHAHA 所以我很讨厌我们吵架的时候。

那时候两个人都很down. 吃鲍鱼鱼翅都没有胃口 :'(

可是他竟然在我们和好不久就吃燕窝我了。

我叻，吃自己 =( 很可怜啦!!!

我们现在的profile picture! :)

很couple feel 是不是很sweet 是不是?*shy shy shy* HAHAHA

真的觉得虽然大肥一点肥，但其实还是很帅很帅 =D *love love*

这是那天我自己偷偷拍的，躺在他的肩膀。

也有幸福的味道 =)

就算路再难走，我们都要大手拉小手。

不可以放手，一直走到最后。

酸甜苦辣，你不喜欢的我尝，我不喜欢的你吃。

互相配合okay? :D

晚安! =)

Bikkuri Station

2011-08-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

time flies like G6! It's already August, and hell yeah remind myself again. Trial exam left only 15days. =(

I'm back with something new!!! :)

Something new in BM town, to those who like to eat dessert, should give a try!!! :D

it's something like snowflake that you could find in KL.

Teehee. it's just somewhere near the wok city, same row with old town, opposite 100yen shop.

*promoting* They sell nice dessert!!! *yummy*

I can go there to have dessert for twice or more than that in one week. *fats*

My first time there with @weng koh and @Chia wei Tiu :D

Chia wei introduce this nice place to us. *thousands thanks*

There are a lot of choices and more to come!

QQ Ball is x10000 Q :D

environment AWESOME :D

Thumbs up for all ! Teehee :)

Ah wengggggg the cutie XD

Chia wei the pretty :))

and me the aunty LOL

August please be nice to me and everyone! :)

my biggest dream is to stay happy with him everyday

. good night. :)

S-u-r-p-r-i-s-e :D

2011-08-03T01:55:00.000-07:00

I thought it would be a very normal Tuesday for me although it was my 2nd month anniversary with baby, as it was weekday and i'm schooling. I never thought of receiving any surprise from baby because both of us was having tuition yesterday. But then....

after tuition and i got home after tuition.

The florist sent a bunch of roses to my house for me. =)

This is the 1st time that i received flowers/roses from my boyfriend.

HAHAHAHA so romantic so sweet so happy that i thought i was dreaming! LOL

* i'm the happiest girl on earth la* Thanks baby boy. :D *wo ai ni O*

HAHAHA this is what i called surprise.

惊喜，真的又惊又喜啊 =P

But spell wrong my name. =S

EDWARD LIM ni bu hao de ni. bor sim bor sim!

muahaha and the best part is i ask my sis snap the roses w/ me. XD

without you baby. =(

i look so sweet right. XD

as red as the roses.

(Y)

i know you feel like slapping me :PPPPPPP

谢谢你我的爱人。 =)

我很感恩。懂得感恩的人最有福气。

感恩我遇见了你，由你来保护我照顾我。

我会珍惜，尽量不发脾气，我答应你。

thousands thank you to my baby boy. =)

i feel so bad because i was mad at him after he told me he is gonna be busy today so that he couldn't spend time with me. I promise i will be a better girl friend. I SWEAR TO GOD. Baby believe me kay?

Someone please remind me to kind be nice to him.

Happy birthday to youuuuuuuu my dear! :)

一切尽在不言中。我爱你你爱我就已足够 =)

就算你要把你对我的爱分给‘他’一半我也会承受。

因为我只希望你开心。你的开心就是我的信心。

我会好好陪伴你，在中学生涯的最后3个月。

千言万语都解释不到我对你的爱。只希望你会记得我。

结婚的时候会邀请我。变瘦变美的时候后会谢谢我。

难过的时候我会结你肩膀。开心的时候我陪你笑。

生日快乐。=) 就算别人嫌弃你讨厌你欺负你，我还是会不离不弃。=D

马的这样好的朋友去哪里找?

*baby 你不要吃醋* XD

如果我不是有edward 你们一定觉得我是lessbian HAHAHA.

要开心哦 =)

TMD我真的很幸福。我身边的人都很好。

我爱的人开心，爱我的人也开心。我也很开心。

我们一起开心到老 =DDDDDD

这是2月分的我。变美料hor? *shy shy* XD

BYEBYE 我很快又会update blog le =)

你们要等我哦。

happyyyy 2nd month anniversaryyyy

2011-08-01T09:15:00.000-07:00

Happy 2nd month anniversary baby :)

mwarhs mwarhs* Stay sweet TEEHEE !

i love you more than i can say.

Thanks for being so patient with me for the past 60days!

xoxo.

paint my life. =)

2011-07-31T02:57:00.000-07:00

dot dot dot. welcome to ilove-myway.blogspot.com AGAIN. :)

I miss my blog a lot seriously, can't believe that i didn't blog for almost 2 weeks. *sad face*

Class test was over. 25 days more to trial exam. Meaning that SPM is getting nearer.

p/s . i think i keep mention SPM is near in every blog post. *slapself*

i promise to update my blog more often. :D

A lot of pending post. a lot of pix need to be edited. :)

Teehee this blog post is actually blog for my lovely boyfriend. =)

2 more days is our 2nd month anniversary. don't think that we're gonna spend our time together.

Cause both of us having tuition on Tuesday. baby, are you gonna give me surprise? :P

*excited lahhhh*:)))

I went to his school immediately after class test finished. LOL

why? because he participated in table tennis competition. lose in final round, but still 1st runner up.

Good job my dear :))

& Friday, i went to his school again. uhmm very zzz right. =/

But a little bit more special because i cooked spaghetti for him.

Oh god, that was the first time i ever cook for somebody, and i knew that I'm not a good chief. *lol*

the cooking progress was like fucking rush and panic.

luckily the spaghetti wasn't that sucks and baby told me it was delicious.

i tried some, and yeah i think i can try to cook more. practice makes perfect! =)

AND I BELIEVE THAT HE IS THE HAPPIEST BABYBOY ON EARTH,

because he has such a good girl friend. HAHAHA!

*only for him, aite?* =P

Look at him. and look at my spaghetti =)

Very hang fuk hor? hahahaha

Edward Lim ~~daddy,~~ you must appreciate everything that i did for you okay!

people might say love isn't fair. but i can't deny that my boy friend is paying a lot of effort too.

I can feel it.

He always try his best to make me happy, try to make me smile. Thanks my dear. =)

Look at this, guess who made this?

not me lah. He is the one who made this. Awesome right?

So cute. HAHAHA *he is preparing baby shoes for our future baby* LOL wtfff.

just kidding kay, he made this with his club member. i don't really know what is this.

but there is some soap inside the shoes. & he gave me one side of it . *happy face*

and this one also. Hahaha. so nice right, need to thanks his friend for helping him. *arigato*

Xie xie ni men hehehehe. wo hen kai xin. =P

& there's something liike candle one. =P

so cute right? i'll just smile when i think of him.

i mean the good side of him la, when i think of his evil side. wahh i feel like slapping him so badly. :P

our randomly dating. LOL

he looks so cute right?! PLEASE SAY YES =P

he was eating fries that time, he eat likes PIG haha.

but i won't be disgusted by him cause i xxxx him bleh! *shy*

If someone wants to be part of your life, they will make an effort to be in it.

can you see the effort that i make for you? ;)

putting this pix for the ending of this post.

w/ my babyboy. He is so handsome for lahhhh i tak boleh tahan alreadyyyyy.

this is what we called - 情人眼里出西厮 right? hahahaha!

You paint my life with full of love, xoxo.

SiewYeeT :)

Full of love.

2011-07-22T11:04:00.000-07:00

It has been quite sometimes.

uploaded part of it only. Just want to do some update. =)

Do enjoy yourself. Kthnxlove.

VVIP ! :D

I love them, they love me, we're one big family. =)

Handsome together w/ pretty! *fairy tale*

New boyfriend =P

Like this pix so much. both of us look great, don't you think that too? Hees. =)

Mum & Aunty. Da jie and mei mei teehee!

The blogger!

My life is full of love now. almost everyday! :)

He filled up everything of mine. He lighten up my life too.

Was so lazy to cam-ho using my own camera, cause i veli rike to cam-ho using his I4.

Can someone buy me iphone 4? or ipod touch enough. Urgh.

So i don't really have pic to blog about. *sigh*

i'll be having the second monthly test on Monday. I'm so gonna die hard in this test. and so, just let it be.

Baby boy, please send me our pic, so that i can blog about it teehee ;DDD

Wish me luck people. =)

good luck to myself,xx,

SiewYeeT.

July.

2011-07-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

It's July already. Halo July, and good bye June. :P

I'm back to blogging. =D

don't mind i blog in mandarin please? Teehee, somehow i feel that mandarin can express my feeling better than i write in english. *sorry kay if you can't read mandarin* use google translate :P

原来真的要经历过，你才会知道什么值得你去珍惜，什么值得你去挽留。

身边有太多太多的例子。每个人喜欢的对象都不一样。每个人处理感情的方法也不同。:)

没有对于错。我不会再很白痴的问自己，到底选择对还是错?到底是对的人还是错的人?

就算是错，至少留下的是美好的回忆。=)

我才发现到，原来之前自己一直都在看，都在想，都在执着，我没有的东西。

就比如说为什么男朋友都没时间陪我，为什么24 小时男朋友分给我的时间那么少，为什么他都没有时时刻刻陪在我身边。

想多了，自然会累，自然会埋怨，自然会乱想。有时候变态到想要放弃。

我应该做的，应该想的，是看看我眼前，想想什么是自己现在拥有着的；

而不是一直去想自己不能拥有的东西。 =)

其实我很幸福，至少我的男朋友到现在为止都没有欺骗我。

*可能会有，只是我不知道 * =P

至少我还有一个会叫我起床的男朋友，至少我还有一个会花心思读我blog的男朋友。

至少我还有一个会很关心我的男朋友。:))

很多很多，他的好。只是自己的幻想都把他的好遮盖起来。:-/

幻想破灭的时候，只有接受现实。=)

我不应该问我的男朋友能够为我做什么，我应该问自己能够为我男朋友做什么. =)

很多至理名言不是瞎写，是真的可以apply在我们日常生活中的。:P

有时候我真的很懊恼为什么我男朋友这样辛苦啊

每一次我要跟他拍照的时候。 \(>w<)/

亲爱的你的女朋友就是爱拍照。配合配合不会要你的命的okay? =P

每当我想要放弃的时候，想想为什么当初要坚持到现在。:)

也很感恩的，每当放弃要出现的时候，坚持一定会打倒放弃。

所以我才一天比一天爱你。你一天比一天重要。:DDDDD

你是我坚持下去的动力，不管多久。就算只有一天。我也会坚持。:)

TMD 2.15am. 我要去睡了。

晚安 readers! :P

xoxo,

SiewyeeT.

Appreciate.

2011-07-08T04:57:00.000-07:00

We have to learn how to appreciate, cherish, treasure what we have.

Don't regret when you lost it, because you will never gt the same anymore. =)

我最向往的不是结局，而是有你陪伴着我，我们一起经历的过程。:)

难能可贵的，是对彼此付出的所有。

要学会珍惜啊，秀宜。

Durian.

2011-07-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

haiii !!!

ok byeeeee.

-_______-

Yee.

You and Me.

2011-07-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

就只有这个男朋友才会容忍我。只有这个男朋友最了解我的性格。

我真的很爱他。 :)

我会乖乖，我会听话。只专心喜欢我的男朋友! :D

*muax muax*

谢谢你所做的一切。我不想跟你分开! 我们要一起加油。 =)

Baskin Robbins Pink Day!

2011-07-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

What's baskin Robbins current promotion? :))

Wednesday = Pink day! Just show them pink and you will can get Double Jr.Scoop @ RM7.50. :D

Or Brownie ala mode or Banana Royale @ RM12.00 Only. :)

Dirtt cheap right?! TEEHEE.

i eat ice-cream whenever i'm sad or down to make myself feel better or happier.

and probably i think it's work, but this is only my own opinion la :D

I also eat ice-cream when i'm happy or when i'm with my girls!

Girls love ice-cream, don't ya think so? *sweet sweet* heees!

So i went to Jusco with my girls straight after school. without changing *smelly* cause i'm lazy. =/

AND WE HAD ICE-CREAM FROM BASKIN ROBBINS. it was Wednesday Haha!

Date me for ice-cream on Wednesday k? =P

We dip, You drip. :D

with the Malay girl- SITI. :P

why is everybody so serious? acting so damn mysteries. XD

All lenglui LOL.

with FAKE popcorn :D

=) :D =P :P XD

Wahh i so damn love my smileeeee so nice so cute so pretty rightttt >w<

black and white. ;D

and i went like this =P

playing with Ivy's cammie. fish-eye effect. =D

Hope that our friendship will remain the same until the end of life. =)

Thanks for being there with me for two years. My classmate rocks my life!!!

xoxo,

SiewYeeT. :)

Love life.

2011-06-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for my inefficiency on updates. Life been busy for me. studies, hang out, friends and love. :)

How's life ? So-Far-So-Good. life been so good to me, the only thing I'm worry is about my studies. my mid-term result was sucks. And i deserved this shits result. i know that i can do it better, but i just don't have the motivation. SPM is only few months left. i know that i don't really have time to study or revision. can someone wake me up or motivate me, please? :/

Uhmm, This is so not me. blogging w/out any pix. don't really take nice pix lately. that's why i don't know what to blog. :'(

it is a Saturday night, staying at home not going out, being a good girl, good daughter, good girlfriend. :D

i've changed. so much. i admit, :D

I changed because i love him. i stop flirting around. i stop texting with lots of guys. i stop missing my ex when i'm being with him. I'm not playing with love this time. Feeling so comfortable when he is around. I can do whatever i like even though he likes to bully me. =X He even dare to beat me. Seee, how bad is him. But who cares? I love him. Stop asking whether he is my boyfriend or not, or some question like, Are you in a relationship now? This is clear enough. :]

What's more? Wait and read my blog.

I'll back with something kay? :)))))

I love my life. Do you love your life?

Life is too short to be sad or worry. Be happy when you still can have fun. =)

with love, Yee.